I have never resigned from a job without another one to go to. I toy with the idea of giving in my resignation and it does give me relief knowing that I dont have to worry about that place anymore. Not have to worry about the bills, not have to worry about the rest of the daily garbage there. Then, when I think of all the things that I do, that only I do, I dont think that they will be able to cope. I am sure in reality they will, but I am hoping that it is a pain in the butt for them to try and work it all out.
It actually scares the shit out of me to resign. How do we survive financially - OK i know we will survive financially, we always manage to, but to drop my whole income when I already feel like we dont have enough - that scares me. Does it scare me enough to stay - I dont know.
I know that if I stay, it will continue the way it is. It doesnt get better, I have hoped for 5 years that it will get better and it never does. He takes too much money out of the business for it to get better. His wife is oblivious to the crap that goes on there - I wonder when the last time her super was paid - mine was paid in August 2013 - so 9 months overdue.
Time to walk away - time to move on.
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